I go back and forth about my feelings towards a certain Ms. Onika aka Nicki Minaj.
Can’t say I dislike her at all. I just get tired of artist oversaturation.
Like, let me turn your album on at my leisure instead of having to listen to every song, remix, guest appearance, etc every five minutes on the radio #sheesh.
I actually forgot all about Nicki until recently. I definitely stanned for her Pink Friday album; actually had to break out my iPod (do people even buy those anymore??) and listen to it this morning.
Most of my healthy routine this year has centered strictly on eating. I know, I know, I need to hit the gym but it’s a struggle for me.
The only thing that’s not a struggle is SQUATS!
I do them on a daily basis in the mornings or evenings or both depending on my mood.
Gotta step my assets up because….
“my anaconda don’t want none unless you got bunz hun…
Boy toy named Troy used to live in Detrioooot…
big dope dealer money he was gettin some coins…”
Lol, you know what’s really sad??
I walk around whispering the most ratchet, vulgar lyrics under my breath because Nicki is so freakin catchy #ugh
The other day I hit CVS to pick up my prescription and the CD/DVD hustleman caught me as I was walking to my car.
Btw, hustlemen, the lil basketball AAU teams with Krispy Kreme donuts, and homeless folk always see me coming a mile away.
The hustleman went through his spill of “I have this and this and this…” I had already seen every movie he had so we transitioned to music and all he had left was rap.
I ended up getting Young Jeezy bc I love him and I randomly got Young Thug’s album.
Young Thug’s incoherent lyrics have managed to find a place in my daily ramblings and my jam of all jams is “Danny Glover.”
sings “ok cool, ok bool I love her…ima save her yes like Danny Glover…ima call (inserts my own lyrics bc I have NO clue what he saying)…I pass them a molly now they kiss each other…”
Sidenote: What the heck is a bool, lol?
Sidenote 2: This man had on pink, stretch jeans with slits cut in the thigh during the BET Hip Hop awards #whatintheENTIREhell #isecretlywantthemformyself LOL
The version I purchased has the remix with Nicki Minaj and ooooo!
Every morning I drive into the garage at work and have to remind myself to cut my music down so:
- I don’t offend anyone
my coworkers won’t judge me for knowing every single last word of her verse.
Of course, I will listen to her new album and get caught up in her matrix then slowly back away after a few months.
The one thing I can say I truly admire about Nicki is she feels herself to the max.
She has no time for haters, naysayers, and the like. She sums it up:
“B*tch, I’m a star-rah…
you n*ccas I’ll holla tomorrah…
doors go up cause I am too rich to cop a Gallardo…
No regular doors…On Aventadors…
Painted it pink just so I can take pictures while you rented yours…”
Ohhhh that verse goes so hard!!!
On my worst days, I walk around feeling like a star-rah because, guess what? I AM!
My external circumstances will never dictate my self-worth. Some view it as conceit but I will always know the truth and be proud of having so much confidence in myself.
I constantly put in work to be the best version of myself and to be the absolute best person to everyone I encounter, regardless of how they treat me.
If that ain’t a star-rah, I don’t know what is :-)